Jan 17, 2011 13:55
I am now thouroughly depressed.
It became abundantly clear to me today that I have roughly 6 months left in Sydney.
And then I am leaving everything I know behind, probably forever.
It's a huge deal to give up everything you have ever known and I think it's really just hit me that I am giving it up.
I love Sydney. As much as much as I complain about how bored with my life I am, I always remember to count my lucky stars at night and remember how lucky I am to live in a city where you never want for anything.
When I am at Sydney Harbour it's hard to imagine living anywhere else.
Especially when something fun is happening.
To be right in the thick of a city where there is always something to do at any time of day is a real treat and I'm going to miss it.
I think going forward, I'm going to have to buckle in for the pain of feeling my heart break just a little more everyday that I'm am leaving this all behind, probably forever.
Maybe I only feel this way because I am leaving, but I have been away before to appreciate where I am from and I think this time it's going to be a little bit harder.