Forgive me I'm trying to find my calling, I don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?
So I needed a therapy post.
I am hoping this is just one of those random, one off days where everything feels like it's crumbling down around you.
You know the days I mean.
Everyone has them.
I have just felt so low all day. Scared, worried, anxious, inadequate, lonely and lost.
My heart has been so heavy all day, I felt like it might give up on me.
I don't know where it's coming from or why I feel this way, there is nothing even remotely rational about the way I'm feeling and I feel like such a douche because I have nothing to complain about, but the whole theme of today seemed to be to just make it through.
I did terribly trying to hold it all together at work and wasted a lunchbreak bawling my eyes out on Laura's shoulder which I regret so much, but since then I haven't been able to stop.
I have just felt so bad and all I want is for it to go away so I can know that I just had a bad day and that's all it was.
I'm so scared.
I wish I knew what of.
Hope I work it out.
I am hoping this is just one of those random, one off days where everything feels like it's crumbling down around you.
You know the days I mean.
Everyone has them.
I have just felt so low all day. Scared, worried, anxious, inadequate, lonely and lost.
My heart has been so heavy all day, I felt like it might give up on me.
I don't know where it's coming from or why I feel this way, there is nothing even remotely rational about the way I'm feeling and I feel like such a douche because I have nothing to complain about, but the whole theme of today seemed to be to just make it through.
I did terribly trying to hold it all together at work and wasted a lunchbreak bawling my eyes out on Laura's shoulder which I regret so much, but since then I haven't been able to stop.
I have just felt so bad and all I want is for it to go away so I can know that I just had a bad day and that's all it was.
I'm so scared.
I wish I knew what of.
Hope I work it out.