Jun 12, 2008 20:46
Wendy is about to cut her top teeth. Finally. I'm betting all four within the next 2 weeks. She is miserable, constipated, can't stop sweating or drooling, can't sleep. I picked a hell of a time to try to wean her! Honestly, 90% of the time I still feel like a bitch about it. But it just wasn't working for me anymore. She is one of those babies that rips my shirt down, reaches in my bra, pinches my nipple and pulls it to her mouth every opportunity she gets. Then throws a tantrum when I say not right now. I felt like a posession, and I started thinking "as she becomes more of a toddler, it's only going to get harder to tell her she can't have her favorite thing in the world." I told myself from the beginning that it's a relationship and it only works as long as both parties feel comfortable. Well, I just don't feel comfortable anymore, but I also feel like I am depriving her. Meh, it's just crappy. But, better in the long run and all that jazz.
I have been insanely busy all week and still don't feel like I've even made a dent in all the stuff I have to do. Fuck me for agreeing to re-enlistment, I forgot how much work was involved for me!
Rancid in one week. Hayley and I are going to get a room at a resort and make a day out of it. My first night away from the babe. But god knows I need it. It is going to be a blast. Oh, add get a hotel room to the to-do list.