Oct 17, 2005 13:32
Well... I was just sitting at work... thinking... and I realized I shouldnt think. Because now I am sad. And not just a little sad, but a big sad. Like I have the worst feeling in the pit of my stomach.
The picture of Stephanie on MySpace makes me think. It makes me think that I want to kill her, I want to smash her head in a wall. She makes me sick. I really think that I am going to throw up. All I can think about now is his toungue in the back of her throat... what an awesome visual. I want to think he loves me... but everytime i see her... i cant.
Love is a twisted thing. And Life sucks.