Aug 14, 2005 22:31
Pills
chorus
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I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before
verse 1
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I seem to have forgotten,
the lasting appeal of the almighty gods
A feeling thats leaving me dirty,
another escape planned to stop this from burning me
Under the skin,
forced from within,
I cannot win
Not only because of my deadly sins,
but because I am always fucked up from the visions
The pills I take to set me free,
are only there to help me see
prechorus
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How fucked up I really am,
how insanely imperfect I constantly stand
I cannot believe in this horror,
but its so plainly able to be seen
chorus
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I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before
Bite the bullet,
taste the blood
Tortured spirit,
left dissolved
Cross my fingers,
hope to die
Lasting pressure,
bleeding eyes
verse 2
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I wasn't built to be honest to you,
I fucked up again and again I wasn't true
For this I must pay for the shit I have caused,
no fast forward or rewind,
stop or a pause
Nothing to change myself only but me,
but what can I do when I'm left here deceived
I'm giving myself no reason,
to think that I'm not any different than
prechorus
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How fucked up I really am,
how insanely imperfect I constantly stand
I cannot believe in this horror,
but its so plainly able to be seen
chorus
----------
I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before
Bite the bullet,
taste the blood
Tortured spirit,
left dissolved
Cross my fingers,
hope to die
Lasting pressure,
bleeding eyes
bridge
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I must be so hated,
so mistrusted,
so unbelievably dementedly plated
As someone who cannot control his own fears,
locked inside his eyes filled with these tears
And all of these years play back in his mind,
hes trying and trying
He cannot escapse,
he feels as though his head is bound to explode
Again and again!
chorus
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I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before
Bite the bullet,
taste the blood
Tortured spirit,
left dissolved
Cross my fingers,
hope to die
Lasting pressure,
bleeding eyes
(c)August 2005 - Rich Avery
I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!!
*March 22*