New Song...
So, I messed up this morning with Ashley. I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean it. But I know you understand that I was mad for a reason. I hate having to wait even longer to see you. I am dying slowly each day. I love you too much to have to kill myself not seeing you.
Well, anyway, I wrote a new song today. It doesn't at all reflect that situation, but a few lines in it came to my head. And the title is from mistakes I have made. I like to write fictitious songs that are loosely based on some feelings either have or have had. So here it is, Mistakes.
Mistakes
verse 1
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I've lost it all again,
and though I've tried I have failed so miserably
I'm on my knees begging,
for one more chance to make things happen
prechorus
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Somehow I fell flat on my face,
I am a pathetic masochist
I am a disgrace to all,
can I get back up,
can I leave this place
chorus
----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me
verse 2
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Do you know forgiveness,
you should try holding ever so dearly
I've fallen down again,
this is mearly a chance to give up
prechorus
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Somehow I feel flat on my face,
I am just a foolish pessimist
I am disillusion,
a fucking disgrace,
but can I back it all up,
can I just leave this place
chorus
-----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me
bridge
---------
I forgot to tell you,
that this love has not changed
But I have,
and I will constantly
Never know what I'm in for
But this,
is killing me,
it's killing me again
chorus
----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me
I think its alright, isn't my best. But I like it anyway. I'm in the middle of writing another one too. So, hopefully that one feels more right to me. This one is okay however.
~Rich~
I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always and Forever!
*March 22*
Well, anyway, I wrote a new song today. It doesn't at all reflect that situation, but a few lines in it came to my head. And the title is from mistakes I have made. I like to write fictitious songs that are loosely based on some feelings either have or have had. So here it is, Mistakes.
Mistakes
verse 1
-----------
I've lost it all again,
and though I've tried I have failed so miserably
I'm on my knees begging,
for one more chance to make things happen
prechorus
---------------
Somehow I fell flat on my face,
I am a pathetic masochist
I am a disgrace to all,
can I get back up,
can I leave this place
chorus
----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me
verse 2
-----------
Do you know forgiveness,
you should try holding ever so dearly
I've fallen down again,
this is mearly a chance to give up
prechorus
--------------
Somehow I feel flat on my face,
I am just a foolish pessimist
I am disillusion,
a fucking disgrace,
but can I back it all up,
can I just leave this place
chorus
-----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me
bridge
---------
I forgot to tell you,
that this love has not changed
But I have,
and I will constantly
Never know what I'm in for
But this,
is killing me,
it's killing me again
chorus
----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me
I think its alright, isn't my best. But I like it anyway. I'm in the middle of writing another one too. So, hopefully that one feels more right to me. This one is okay however.
~Rich~
I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always and Forever!
*March 22*