Dec 28, 2004 20:27
Been a long while. I didn't really wanna write after I found out about Dimebag. But I wanted to now because Ash just mentioned she was doing hers, and I remembered, damn, it has been a while.
I've found a lot of great bands lately that everyone outta check out pronto. Ask me about them in AIM, I don't wanna list them here, too much lol. But I will leave a clue in my music I'm currently listening to section. And they kick ass, so there's a heads up.
So, I hope everyone had a nice Christmas. Mine was pretty decent. I got Half-Life 2 and Doom 3. Those were like over a hundred bucks combined. I beat Half Life 2 on the 27th, I played in for 2 straight days. I loved it. Just started Doom 3 today, got decently far in it. I also got NFL 2K5 for my X-Box. Its a great game, I created myself and got the record for TD passes in a single season with 55. I thought that was pretty cool and worth sharing, porbably not. I have Trigger Point's Cd coming in the mail as we speak, my parents just ordered it today. It is a "late" Christmas gift my mom said. I can't wait to get that, they are a great band.
I listened to this band Hespera today and they didn't have a vocalist yet. So it was all instruments. It was really great. They have a shit load of talent. They are looking for a female vocalist. But while I was listening to the instruments, I was kinda putting my own words to it, and they were coming out great. It just has heated up my dream for music now. I really want it, possibly more than ever now.
In other news, me and Ash are great. We have came to an understanding on our arguing. It seems easier to me being honest with each other about it, I mean we used to deny the fighting any way possible. But now that we have agreed that its becoming an issue, things are looking up. And I am very happy for that. I love her more than life itself, and I don't want anything to come between us. I went with her, her mom, dad, and sister to her Grandmother's for X-mas Eve. It was quite fun, and I was very thankful for the gift her Grandma gave me. The thought that she got me something was enough, it could have been a grain of salt and I would've been thankful for it.
For some reason, I've been listening to a large amount of Godsmack. I got every song that I have liked by them over the years. I can't pick a favorite, but I really like Awake and Vampires.
So, the Patriots are back on the bubble. I was pissed when they lost to Miami. That was horrible! But we rebounded and kicked the shit outta the Jets. So now I'm happy again. I hear we aren't starting any of our key players this week because it isn't neccessary. So, instead of Brady, we get Rohan Davey. And instead of Corey Dillion, we get Kevin Faulk. But thats okay, we probably will still kick the shitty 49ers outta the building lol. I hope the Patriots can build enough momentum to get into their 3rd Super Bowl in 4 years and win. I'll be so fucking happy, I think I'd die.
I'm srating a new song right now as we speak, I'm looking for something completly heavy and just hard ass lyrics. It should be a nice little task to give myself. Should be fun. Heres what I got so far:
Another end in sight I will never see tomorrow,
through the gaping wounds and into the sea of sorrow
I will never be alone again cause I cannot win,
will you ever let me stay within your grasp again
I cannot try and see this,
no one knows I cannot breathe in
All the trauma,
and the heartache, oh
All the pressure,
deep inside my lungs
Giving in I,
seem to have lost my...
Emotions,
my emotions
Forget the trouble I have caused you in this nick of time,
look past the headache that is buried in your mind
You could never be alone and I will see to that,
look me in my eyes and I can make it everything but fact
I cannot try and seek you,
no one notices I need to
Get past the shit,
thats piled in my path
Can you sense my pain,
or feel my constant wrath
Buried down,
I have lost my...
Emotions,
my emotions
I'll add to it later on. I hope that thats good. It took me quite a while to write by my standards.
Well, I have had enough of writing now. I'll talk to you all online or whatever. Leave me some comments people! I have had like 0 lately. Talk to you all later...
~Rich~
I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!
*March 22*