Dec 21, 2005 15:07
i hope this is good. im glad that we have this break. i havent done much but watch a few movies ( king kong and narnia) but its ok. ive been doing alot of thinking. and im happy. things arent bad. i feel alone sometimes but ... well, yeh. im trying to figure things out. trying to decide what to do. i saw a really cool idie movie on homless people who lived in the tunnels benieth new york in the subway tunnels... not like the station part but back inside the tunnels where its really dark and people dont go. but there was like a whole neighborhood of homless people, with little houses and things. it was really cool. the conditions werent that horrible either. they had working stoves, free electricity, and cable. it was really cool. they got showers... (most did) and like 80% of them were crack addicts but there were some that didnt even do drugs. it was cool to think of those people. they just didnt want a job and like living the way they did. i think i could do that for a while. i think i could leave people and go live in the woods for a while. im sorry. i think i have a good life. things get me down. things get you down. but lets look up ok?