The weekend..
Well i felt like i should update. Im addicted to checking my friends messages, but i never post myself. =)
Im not sure if i ever posted this, but this summer has been pretty tough. A few days after my birthday in June my mom had a cerebral aneurysm burst. When she got to the hospital she stopped breathing and was put on a respirator. We where all pretty sure we had lost her. But they put a coil in her aneurysm and that took care of that. She had a series of complications, such as a stroke, blood clots in her arms, she developed a GI bleed from ulcers,and had some focal siezures. She also had to have a shunt put in her brain becuase she wasn't absorbing the fluid in her brain like she should. They also had to put in a tracheotomy and a feeding tube becuase she was basically in a coma. Then all of a sudden she started to get better. She was sent to a rehab place and it was amazing how far she came. I knew at a point she was going to live, but what kind of life she would lead was questionable. But she is back to her self, with some problems with walking and some left sided weakness in her arms and hands. But at any rate, her husband is away hunting and she is staying with my sister and my grandma and I. So im a happy camper
On friday night my friends and i went to the bar. This is normally an ordeal with me because i never think i look ok and it basically depresses me. I usually am ok once we get there. But it continues when i see all those happy couples and im by myself with no guy approaching me. Am i not pretty enough? Am i too fat? Am i unapproachable?? All these questions fly thru my head.
Ugh. Im tired of thinking like that
Tomorrow is workout day, should be fun. Hopefully i will get out of work in time to go to class.
Lets see...what to eat tomorrow..
oatmeal
Lean cuisine of some kind
then who knows..dinner is my downfall. there is a lot of junk in my house, it sucks
Im not sure if i ever posted this, but this summer has been pretty tough. A few days after my birthday in June my mom had a cerebral aneurysm burst. When she got to the hospital she stopped breathing and was put on a respirator. We where all pretty sure we had lost her. But they put a coil in her aneurysm and that took care of that. She had a series of complications, such as a stroke, blood clots in her arms, she developed a GI bleed from ulcers,and had some focal siezures. She also had to have a shunt put in her brain becuase she wasn't absorbing the fluid in her brain like she should. They also had to put in a tracheotomy and a feeding tube becuase she was basically in a coma. Then all of a sudden she started to get better. She was sent to a rehab place and it was amazing how far she came. I knew at a point she was going to live, but what kind of life she would lead was questionable. But she is back to her self, with some problems with walking and some left sided weakness in her arms and hands. But at any rate, her husband is away hunting and she is staying with my sister and my grandma and I. So im a happy camper
On friday night my friends and i went to the bar. This is normally an ordeal with me because i never think i look ok and it basically depresses me. I usually am ok once we get there. But it continues when i see all those happy couples and im by myself with no guy approaching me. Am i not pretty enough? Am i too fat? Am i unapproachable?? All these questions fly thru my head.
Ugh. Im tired of thinking like that
Tomorrow is workout day, should be fun. Hopefully i will get out of work in time to go to class.
Lets see...what to eat tomorrow..
oatmeal
Lean cuisine of some kind
then who knows..dinner is my downfall. there is a lot of junk in my house, it sucks