Today i decided i am truly insane....

[caseofemergency]

I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.....i have felt like something missing and i haven't even stopped to realize what it is till now. Imagine having a dream you put 3 years into and its all gone and back to square one. I miss music so much, I don't know what to do with myself. I have wanted to be in music since i was 5 years old.....it

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a little awkward

[cosmicguppy]

You probably have no clue who i am. so allow me to introduce myself. my name is jake smith, i'm friends with sarah, and the twins, and we probably have many other mutual friends that we don't even realize. I pretty much stumbled across your journal through many others, and i couldn't help but read what you had to say. as i read i couldn't help but sympathize with how you feel. don't be troubled friend. everybody will have low times, and those low times can be so hard i know, but as children of God we have a choice to make. While in a slump we can lay there hurt and in pain waiting for God to pull us back up, or we can fight against the wounds or battle scars and pull ourself back up to the Father where we can rest and regain our strength. I understand your hurt and pain brother, it is hard to move past. Be strong though, don't ever belittle yourself. You are a christian, stand firm. you have all the power neccesary to overcome this life. Lift your self out of this pit and give glory and praise to God for the strength and encouragment that he gives you! That is the true power of God.
and let me tell you this, in no way what so ever do i consider you to be a "wimp". a wimp is someone who can't come out and express how him/her feels on the inside. But i encourage you, as i try to encourage myself even, pull yourself up with all of your strength. the next time you hit a hard spot, it'll be easier to step up and brush yourself off. endurance, faith, strength, and guidance.

God bless,
Jake Smith

By the way, me and 2 friends of mine are in a small band, NOTHING big but we have fun and enjoy it. if you wanna jam someday, just let me know. i'm sure the guys won't mind.