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I really cant seem to grasp how things work...at all..
Its almost scary, its like you think things will never change and then the next thing you know your in a whole new world....
I love where i am right now...hands down, i cant complain...but i do wish i was where i was a couple of months ago...and then at the same time i dont, because i have grown so much in these past few WEEKS..its amazing! But i have a whole new group of people that am hanging out with..and i love it!! I still have all the same friends and new ones too but now i am close to some and farther from others...I wish that i could be as close with all of them.
It hit me today at lunch when i had no idea what the conversation was about...here a girl whose been one of my best friends and i felt like i didnt know her...silly as it sound..it really upset me..and confused me. But i know that its the same with me...and every time were together its different...i dont know. I can however say that the lord has bless me with a girl who knows me inside and out! And i love her so much! I saw her at the game last friday night and it was like we had never spent a day away from each other (she goes to briarwood)...i wish thats how things could be with everyone.
I know this sounds really confusing...so i hope someone is getting what im sayin, i really dont know what if theres a point...im just venting.
Tonights UCF and i cant wait!!!
Please comment
GOD BLESS!!!
Its almost scary, its like you think things will never change and then the next thing you know your in a whole new world....
I love where i am right now...hands down, i cant complain...but i do wish i was where i was a couple of months ago...and then at the same time i dont, because i have grown so much in these past few WEEKS..its amazing! But i have a whole new group of people that am hanging out with..and i love it!! I still have all the same friends and new ones too but now i am close to some and farther from others...I wish that i could be as close with all of them.
It hit me today at lunch when i had no idea what the conversation was about...here a girl whose been one of my best friends and i felt like i didnt know her...silly as it sound..it really upset me..and confused me. But i know that its the same with me...and every time were together its different...i dont know. I can however say that the lord has bless me with a girl who knows me inside and out! And i love her so much! I saw her at the game last friday night and it was like we had never spent a day away from each other (she goes to briarwood)...i wish thats how things could be with everyone.
I know this sounds really confusing...so i hope someone is getting what im sayin, i really dont know what if theres a point...im just venting.
Tonights UCF and i cant wait!!!
Please comment
GOD BLESS!!!