Phil needs to "See the Face of God"
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i was sitting there, at the show, wondering, what am i doing, i as much as i enjoy my peers something is missing. then i was reading my book burmese days and i realised that once again PHIL FEELS THE NEED FOR COMPANIONSHIP.
I really could care less about all things sexual right now, its just like i need someone who i could love enough to just be in their company and that would be enough, someone to at least talk to. Almost like a best friend but better, like there si some magic there and its not just friendship. ah damnit phil, why can you just explain things. Its rather hard to explain how i cant manage to find a person like this and even if i did i would just feel overcome and probably not even go up to talk to her. gah
i feel to anti-social. megan #1 said hi to me today and all i could manage to say was oh hi i think i remember you, when i fact i remember her perfectly. phil open up talk to people dont drown into your self.
once again phil is lonely and having the special person feels like that could make me open up more.
How i long to have that Mr. Flory moment where just for a moment everything is going just fine, well minus the part where he shoots himself, but its just that love that he had godam i loved that book.
Phil, you need to meet new people when you can, for example at the show tonight, you just sat there you could have talked to megana dn met pereson standing next to megan and so on and so forth, you shouldnt be confine to one clique of friends.
i dont want to be here, i just want to be gah i cant even explain it. i feel like my presence is ruining other peoples fun.
i cant stand to look in the mirror sometimes and others i cant tear my self away from it, what does it matter how i look im phil, a concept i am yet to grasp.
Gah phil, why dont you knwo what your doing when it comes to the female race, you cna everything else fine, but when it comes to girls it all seems to go awry.
i was sitting there, at the show, wondering, what am i doing, i as much as i enjoy my peers something is missing. then i was reading my book burmese days and i realised that once again PHIL FEELS THE NEED FOR COMPANIONSHIP.
I really could care less about all things sexual right now, its just like i need someone who i could love enough to just be in their company and that would be enough, someone to at least talk to. Almost like a best friend but better, like there si some magic there and its not just friendship. ah damnit phil, why can you just explain things. Its rather hard to explain how i cant manage to find a person like this and even if i did i would just feel overcome and probably not even go up to talk to her. gah
i feel to anti-social. megan #1 said hi to me today and all i could manage to say was oh hi i think i remember you, when i fact i remember her perfectly. phil open up talk to people dont drown into your self.
once again phil is lonely and having the special person feels like that could make me open up more.
How i long to have that Mr. Flory moment where just for a moment everything is going just fine, well minus the part where he shoots himself, but its just that love that he had godam i loved that book.
Phil, you need to meet new people when you can, for example at the show tonight, you just sat there you could have talked to megana dn met pereson standing next to megan and so on and so forth, you shouldnt be confine to one clique of friends.
i dont want to be here, i just want to be gah i cant even explain it. i feel like my presence is ruining other peoples fun.
i cant stand to look in the mirror sometimes and others i cant tear my self away from it, what does it matter how i look im phil, a concept i am yet to grasp.
Gah phil, why dont you knwo what your doing when it comes to the female race, you cna everything else fine, but when it comes to girls it all seems to go awry.