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things are weird...i dont how to describe it.for so long ive been thinking of this boy but i get distracted so easily and it sux!i know deep down that i want him to be my beautiful but i also know that he may not want me and i also know that i dont wanna be alone.i guess i just want to be someone's special,just to know that i do mean something to someone out there,just to know that im the girl they think about...
im so pathetic its not funny...
its like, i have everything i need, but i need something more,but then if i have that something more than i need i disregard that little something more as something unnecessary and then i end up losing it and wanting it all over again. its a big vicious circle that i cant free myself from...grrr!!!frustrated.
my weekend is going to be so slow...and boring...oh how i feel like watching the young ones...
"..............oh we're the young ones, yes we're the young ones, shouldnt be afraid...." oh how i love rik mayal...
i need sleep, so tired, dont like the look of my bed.
im so crap...nowadays, bec and crap fit in the same sentence perfectly...
im so pathetic its not funny...
its like, i have everything i need, but i need something more,but then if i have that something more than i need i disregard that little something more as something unnecessary and then i end up losing it and wanting it all over again. its a big vicious circle that i cant free myself from...grrr!!!frustrated.
my weekend is going to be so slow...and boring...oh how i feel like watching the young ones...
"..............oh we're the young ones, yes we're the young ones, shouldnt be afraid...." oh how i love rik mayal...
i need sleep, so tired, dont like the look of my bed.
im so crap...nowadays, bec and crap fit in the same sentence perfectly...