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[carvingself]

how do you actually really know someone, if a person has meant every word mentioned, if someone's really sorry? how do you actually know? time may be precious but it is definitely a hell lot as the seconds go by, and it can take probably forever to know anything at all, especially the truth. it has always been about time, hope and faith. it has never been about being certain, never been about the absolute truth in the beginning but slowly it slips in and catches you dumbfounded, dazzled in the all knowing shock and confusion.

hazy. dazed.

there is just no such thing as beginnings, only endings.