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so blah, all i can say. i didnt want to be at school, so i scrubbed to the 10th degree. urring advisement i weant to the friends room, half way there i realized i forgot my fucking pass, and walked my ass up and down the halls looking for it, i gave up and went on. i sucked in band today, and compton kept me late to talk about the wiz, shes really helping out alot, im so glad. i loved the bitchy looks i got from a certain some1 today. what grade are we in? and to think... ur older than me.
*loose, foot loose. kick off your sunday shoes*
me n kecia had a good discussion on the way home, ashley partook some, until she told us the exact date the world would end and we just excluded her and waited for her to get out till we started talking again. we talked about re-encarnation. and this may sound stupid, but i think the reason i love lindsey so much is bc i believe she has alot of kelley in her. i believe that when some1 u love so much dies, certain things about them show up in something or another person u love so much. and thats lindsey. i think its the whole smile, and her beauty and everything about her, its like im sitting with my god-mother. gahd i miss her so much. but i am so thankful to have found someone as beautiful (inside and out) as lindsey. bc i feel that this is the reason i am so drawn to her. i was feeding her today, and she looked so sad, and i put my hand under her chin and said look up ur beautiful, and she smiled, nothing means more to me in this world. bc that one smile erased all the drama thats been goingon lately. all year i have been looking for a reason why i am so drawn to her in particular, i mean, i love all my kids more than nething, but its something about lindsey, but i know y now. tho i doubt i have to have an excuse to love some1 so much. everythings changed since ive known her. im happy like i was before kelley died. things are so wonderful, i cant complain.
i love u-her
*loose, foot loose. kick off your sunday shoes*
me n kecia had a good discussion on the way home, ashley partook some, until she told us the exact date the world would end and we just excluded her and waited for her to get out till we started talking again. we talked about re-encarnation. and this may sound stupid, but i think the reason i love lindsey so much is bc i believe she has alot of kelley in her. i believe that when some1 u love so much dies, certain things about them show up in something or another person u love so much. and thats lindsey. i think its the whole smile, and her beauty and everything about her, its like im sitting with my god-mother. gahd i miss her so much. but i am so thankful to have found someone as beautiful (inside and out) as lindsey. bc i feel that this is the reason i am so drawn to her. i was feeding her today, and she looked so sad, and i put my hand under her chin and said look up ur beautiful, and she smiled, nothing means more to me in this world. bc that one smile erased all the drama thats been goingon lately. all year i have been looking for a reason why i am so drawn to her in particular, i mean, i love all my kids more than nething, but its something about lindsey, but i know y now. tho i doubt i have to have an excuse to love some1 so much. everythings changed since ive known her. im happy like i was before kelley died. things are so wonderful, i cant complain.
i love u-her