Life's a garden-dig it! (thanks carolyn :)
My grandpa died a little over a week ago, and I miss him so so much, and I have just been so up and down ever sense. My friends have been a wonderful support, and I am so blessed to have jessica here, because she lost him too and knows how it feels to no longer have him. I don't know, just wanted to get that out. I will squeeze tightly to my Father's hand, He will never leave me. And with all this thought about death, I also have had a lot of time to think about life and the desire to be the person God created me to be. I wanna love...sooooo sooo much. I want my whole life to be aimed towards love..it sounds like such a hippy thing to say, but i just don't know how else to express it.