woe is 2:30 in the morning...

[carve_me_a_star]

So I have this crazy case of insomnia
I haven't been sleeping well AT ALL
I can't seem to fall asleep.
But i'm so tired
I don't want to be awake anymore
I'm so sick of feeling shitty.
I feel so anxious and depressed
Like 80% of the time.
Thats way to often.
Maybe I need meds or something.
I've become the most avid chain smoker
I don't know how to change that exactly
Or if I really want to for that matter.

God I wish I could sleep.
I wish I could sleep for months.
Or years.
That would be nice...