Is it even worth it?!
do u give up?
Somepeople just give up, others keep trying. Its like a basketball game. When im winning things turn around real quick and then boom hes winning. Have you ever given someone your all, your everything and that person just brings u down? Have you ever told someone something so close to you that not even your best friend knows about? Have you ever told someone that you love them , but you truly meant it? Its hard this game that im palying. And i dont know if i can play any longer. Does he realize it took me several weeks just to get an idea of what i wanted to get him for his birthday which i felt it was so spcial? Does he even care? What happened on my birthday? Did he show up at PF CHangs on my 16th birthday? No. Trying and trying. I;ve opened up to him in so many ways you cant even imagine. Its unbeliveable. Annd when i walk away from the game coach puts me right back in and here i go again. This time and emotions that have gone into our realtionship are beyond crazy. Do u realize he knows things about me that my own BESt of BEst of BEST friends do NOT know about?!?!? I cant take this player who doesnt know how to play the game without cheating. Is it even worth it in the end? I have so many unanswered questions. All i know is that when its over maybe he'll realize what i've been trhough and maybe he'll open up to me as i did to him?
Somepeople just give up, others keep trying. Its like a basketball game. When im winning things turn around real quick and then boom hes winning. Have you ever given someone your all, your everything and that person just brings u down? Have you ever told someone something so close to you that not even your best friend knows about? Have you ever told someone that you love them , but you truly meant it? Its hard this game that im palying. And i dont know if i can play any longer. Does he realize it took me several weeks just to get an idea of what i wanted to get him for his birthday which i felt it was so spcial? Does he even care? What happened on my birthday? Did he show up at PF CHangs on my 16th birthday? No. Trying and trying. I;ve opened up to him in so many ways you cant even imagine. Its unbeliveable. Annd when i walk away from the game coach puts me right back in and here i go again. This time and emotions that have gone into our realtionship are beyond crazy. Do u realize he knows things about me that my own BESt of BEst of BEST friends do NOT know about?!?!? I cant take this player who doesnt know how to play the game without cheating. Is it even worth it in the end? I have so many unanswered questions. All i know is that when its over maybe he'll realize what i've been trhough and maybe he'll open up to me as i did to him?