my life is a slow living hell

[carvajalrocks]

im here in my gay house bored off my ass. im punished becasue my mother hates me which really isnt fair. i mean there are not to many 16 year olds out there that have been through what i've been through. my mom has turned my whole entire family against except my grama. All i have now are my best friends and Nick. No one else. I mean i just dont get it. I get really good grades, i dont do drugs, nothing illegal i men drink but w/e everyone does it. And im still this horrible girl in my families eyes and im "out of control". No on undersatnd what my mom puts me through. She runied my birthday weekend and im never going to forgive her! I havent eaten anything since yesterday morning. and i'm starving and stuck in my room, with no fone. all i have is my computer. I threw up all last night because i had absolutely no food in my stomach. does my mother care? NOPE not at all. w/e i dont care i hate her anywayz. she has put me through alot of shit for 3 goos years of my teenage life. the only people who love me and care about me are my true freinds and my b/f. other than that theres no one out there. im going to go try to get someone to bring me food caus ei really need it. if not im going to be sick again and i hate throwing up. buh bye

p.s if you' dliek to take me away from this hell i live in i'll give u my address

peace out