May 09, 2005 17:09
Why isn't life always easy? Why do peoples always walk away when it gets serious? I love you so so much but now that you're gone i'm totally confused. I don't know what's right or wrong anymore! I have to take a break in my life, i'm going on a long holiday and i'm gonna meet up with all my friends again. Off course I miss you and I want you back in my live. Just tell me what I'm doing wrong , cuz I just want to know why that you're away? I'm so f*cking in love with you! I know I scared you when I asked you to marry me without discussing this subject. But I didn't know you were going to walk away, otherwise I never told you and asked you this! I'm getting sick of it all! I thought you were happy and loved me the way I do/did for you! My life is so f*cked up, it's over! Tell me what happened and i'll try to understand what you're going throught. Sorry BJ&ASH but just come alright! I miss you both! I can talk about it, can't I? I'm gonna search my chocolate and sit in the couch. Talk to me Beau!
ps: Could anyone tell me what i'm doing wrong, or just why life is bad?!