too good to be true
I don't even know where to begin. Just never felt like this before. Not sure whether to smile or cry. Have these new feelings and just not sure what to do with them.
He's just perfect. When I embarrass myself, he always makes it a point to turn it positive or make me feel better about it so I'm not embarrassed. He laughs at my jokes and even brings them up randomly hours later and still laughs. I don't think anyone has done this before. Pretty neat since I've never considered myself a funny person. He's so easy to talk to and that with guys has never been my strong suit. When we're alone together I always end up telling him stories from my past that no one really knows about. Last night Kevin and Katie wanted to ride go carts and I wasn't up for it and Patrick stayed back too so we ended up sitting on some bleachers around the track. It was dark, super cold and my Red Wings were losing pretty badly, but it was the best time I've had in awhile. I don't have to be anyone but myself when I'm around him because he's proven that even when I do something stupid or embarrassing, I know he'll make me feel okay about it when most people would probably just tease me. And he admitted Josh Groban has a good voice and that no one should criticize me for liking him. Thud.
Buttttt he said he's probably going to Dallas for med school. He said he's gotten acceptances from two Texas schools and still hasn't heard from my city's school. He did say he is keeping his options open, but he sounded confident about going to Southwestern. Sigh. :( I told Carol and the first thing she said was that she has a free bedroom in her house and that I can stay for free. She also reminded me that she doesn't live very far from Dallas. LOL! If it's meant to be, it'll be.
Also heard from my two Chris's this weekend. Haven't heard from SW Chris in months so I ignored him. If he's going to ignore me for at least half a year, he doesn't deserve a response from me. I deserve better than that.. esp after hanging out with Patrick, who would never treat me like Chris has. I had beer at SW and actually enjoyed it so I texted my college Chris b/c he always wanted me to drink beer. He texted me back this morning and it was such a great text. He told me he missed me. Sigh.
I haven't seen my students in 10 days.Feels like a month! I miss them. I'm ready to head back to work... just not looking forward to all the stacks of paper left in my classroom. I need to get up and get there early to clean before the kids come. I'm going to be so happy when the kids run down the hallway telling me how much they missed me. It always happens even if I've only been out half a day. So cute! :)
Apparently on 60 minutes, there is a feature where Anderson Cooper races Michael Phelps in swimming. I sure hope Anderson wins! :P
He's just perfect. When I embarrass myself, he always makes it a point to turn it positive or make me feel better about it so I'm not embarrassed. He laughs at my jokes and even brings them up randomly hours later and still laughs. I don't think anyone has done this before. Pretty neat since I've never considered myself a funny person. He's so easy to talk to and that with guys has never been my strong suit. When we're alone together I always end up telling him stories from my past that no one really knows about. Last night Kevin and Katie wanted to ride go carts and I wasn't up for it and Patrick stayed back too so we ended up sitting on some bleachers around the track. It was dark, super cold and my Red Wings were losing pretty badly, but it was the best time I've had in awhile. I don't have to be anyone but myself when I'm around him because he's proven that even when I do something stupid or embarrassing, I know he'll make me feel okay about it when most people would probably just tease me. And he admitted Josh Groban has a good voice and that no one should criticize me for liking him. Thud.
Buttttt he said he's probably going to Dallas for med school. He said he's gotten acceptances from two Texas schools and still hasn't heard from my city's school. He did say he is keeping his options open, but he sounded confident about going to Southwestern. Sigh. :( I told Carol and the first thing she said was that she has a free bedroom in her house and that I can stay for free. She also reminded me that she doesn't live very far from Dallas. LOL! If it's meant to be, it'll be.
Also heard from my two Chris's this weekend. Haven't heard from SW Chris in months so I ignored him. If he's going to ignore me for at least half a year, he doesn't deserve a response from me. I deserve better than that.. esp after hanging out with Patrick, who would never treat me like Chris has. I had beer at SW and actually enjoyed it so I texted my college Chris b/c he always wanted me to drink beer. He texted me back this morning and it was such a great text. He told me he missed me. Sigh.
I haven't seen my students in 10 days.Feels like a month! I miss them. I'm ready to head back to work... just not looking forward to all the stacks of paper left in my classroom. I need to get up and get there early to clean before the kids come. I'm going to be so happy when the kids run down the hallway telling me how much they missed me. It always happens even if I've only been out half a day. So cute! :)
Apparently on 60 minutes, there is a feature where Anderson Cooper races Michael Phelps in swimming. I sure hope Anderson wins! :P