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I have 2 and a half hours to kill before my next class, so this is probably the only activity I can handle right now because my brain is way too fried from studying. LCC is so intense, so I'm positive I'll need to spend about 25 years here in order to adjust for MSU. That sounds do-able, I'm sure.
I've been spending a lot more time with susan because I cannot handle the fact that without eric, I don't have too many friends. I still cherish my rare moments with chloe and kasey, and I absolutely love long saturdays with adam and his/our friends, but practically living with eric is the only situation I'd put above all of those. He completed my last two weeks that I spent with him, but he made it utterly impossible to go to school. He may be coming home for break, so I'm glad I wont be attending school then. That's one event I'm sort of patiently waiting for. He calls me for when he gets his phone for about a minute and I get the happiest feeling in my stomach. I wish that feeling would stay, but that's kind of impossible. I hate the marines.
Saturday was the most intense day of all. I made new friends, stupid i-don't-regret-anything decisions, and I also managed to laugh/cry in the same minute. I'm going to be making a video of it, so if you see the video and you're one of my best friends, sorry for not letting you know what was up. Haha.
I still have two hours of nothing. I purchased another laptop, so I don't have any programs to mess around with yet, (like vegas), so I'm probably going to just sit on LCC's floor for two hours surfing the web. That sounds wonderful :) I shouldn't be complaining though, it's much better then being in class now.
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I've been spending a lot more time with susan because I cannot handle the fact that without eric, I don't have too many friends. I still cherish my rare moments with chloe and kasey, and I absolutely love long saturdays with adam and his/our friends, but practically living with eric is the only situation I'd put above all of those. He completed my last two weeks that I spent with him, but he made it utterly impossible to go to school. He may be coming home for break, so I'm glad I wont be attending school then. That's one event I'm sort of patiently waiting for. He calls me for when he gets his phone for about a minute and I get the happiest feeling in my stomach. I wish that feeling would stay, but that's kind of impossible. I hate the marines.
Saturday was the most intense day of all. I made new friends, stupid i-don't-regret-anything decisions, and I also managed to laugh/cry in the same minute. I'm going to be making a video of it, so if you see the video and you're one of my best friends, sorry for not letting you know what was up. Haha.
I still have two hours of nothing. I purchased another laptop, so I don't have any programs to mess around with yet, (like vegas), so I'm probably going to just sit on LCC's floor for two hours surfing the web. That sounds wonderful :) I shouldn't be complaining though, it's much better then being in class now.
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