"Hey don't eat that it has all that bacteria and shit" ....(ignored)
"OH can you turn off the oven I have food in there!"
"I say bacteria and THAT'S what you think of."
i can't sleep.
no, i can sleep, but my bed is just soaked with off-brand gatorade. i don't know how it happened, honest. i don't know how a lot of things happen, like when you drop something and you can never find it because it's like 15 feet away from you. my brother says it's because i'm stupid, it's an option i'd hate to consider.
this week has been so uneventful it's kind of scary. i was supposed to hang out with a lot of people, but plans always to seem to fall through. apparently exploring the "wonders" of drugs is more fun then hanging out with me, which i'm ok with, i don't really need that friendship anymore. i'd tell my brother i'm not really friends with him anymore, but then i'd have to deal with a chipper "told ya so." except my brother is not chipper at all, but i thought it would create the bitter effect. or is it affect. i still have no clue.
i did however hang out with chloe, an amazing friend I might add. I almost hung out with taylor dudley, but weather & transportation issues don't really like us. I'm glad he lives in MI though, I'm not giving up haha. I did lots of family stuff, still the best part of any day, it should be clear that my family is who i consider reliable in life. except not all family, just the non-hobo ones, you know.
I don't want to go to school anymore :/ I haven't done any homework all week. I'm not planning on going to school for the full day on monday because I have a consultation at a plastic surgeon's office :o it's so close to that time that i'm not even sure if i want to do it. i'm most likely going to but the stage of fear has entered me. the stage of WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING has entered my mom, weird. the stage of [ ] has entered my dad...i am not going to tell him. :/
"I say bacteria and THAT'S what you think of."
i can't sleep.
no, i can sleep, but my bed is just soaked with off-brand gatorade. i don't know how it happened, honest. i don't know how a lot of things happen, like when you drop something and you can never find it because it's like 15 feet away from you. my brother says it's because i'm stupid, it's an option i'd hate to consider.
this week has been so uneventful it's kind of scary. i was supposed to hang out with a lot of people, but plans always to seem to fall through. apparently exploring the "wonders" of drugs is more fun then hanging out with me, which i'm ok with, i don't really need that friendship anymore. i'd tell my brother i'm not really friends with him anymore, but then i'd have to deal with a chipper "told ya so." except my brother is not chipper at all, but i thought it would create the bitter effect. or is it affect. i still have no clue.
i did however hang out with chloe, an amazing friend I might add. I almost hung out with taylor dudley, but weather & transportation issues don't really like us. I'm glad he lives in MI though, I'm not giving up haha. I did lots of family stuff, still the best part of any day, it should be clear that my family is who i consider reliable in life. except not all family, just the non-hobo ones, you know.
I don't want to go to school anymore :/ I haven't done any homework all week. I'm not planning on going to school for the full day on monday because I have a consultation at a plastic surgeon's office :o it's so close to that time that i'm not even sure if i want to do it. i'm most likely going to but the stage of fear has entered me. the stage of WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING has entered my mom, weird. the stage of [ ] has entered my dad...i am not going to tell him. :/