Shadows in the light???
Someone asked me the question today, "Do you ever feel like you are being watched". For some reason that question is sticking with me at the moment (but ill tall about that later). I'm thinking to myself at the moment of friends, how many i have, the value of them, and also the quality that each contains. In the final result I am convinced that i need more female friends, however, that comes at a price, my girlfriend, factor X :D How does one make friends with a easily jealous girlfriend, looks like ill just have to learn this one out as I go along, if anyone has any tips lemme know. Now back to the question of being watched, i feel that i am always being watched, and sometimes I wish to be unseen... Their are revelations in ones life that makes him/her question the very foundation of their beliefs, what they hold dear, who they hold dear, and the meaning of life itself. Values are the beliefs that one leads his life by, but what is the result when those beliefs are challenged, turned mid air...I feel right now that life is about to do this to me, however, i don't know wether to fear it, or invite it. I am sure of one thing, I do not embrace change, none what so ever. Change in the longrun scares me, even though I do know that change is nesscary, it still scares me.