What to do when Exams are over and the rain falls

Dec 10, 2003 12:30

Lets get a intresting recap going, please take into consideration that this is in no way in order. Well my most intresting expirence during the time from my last post to this one was that i figured out a way to play movies that i can download from MIRC onto a regular CD-R and have them play in my DVD player!! WHOOOO! The first expirament was burning the Matrix Revolutions, which was in great quality, im so excited lol also my cousins girlfriend came over and watched the movie with me, damm that was a bit uncomfterable if i may say so lol. Also i just found out from a mutual friend of me and the ex that my Ex-Girlfriends new boyfriend is 23 years old. Really common, she is 17 WTF lol But anyways, Menzies, Dan, Sabby, Mike Novelli, and myself went to see Gothika last night, very good movie. We want to steal one of those carboard cut outs lol. We were going to but the rest didnt really want to have any part in it lol they wanted the sissy roles, like holding open the doors and all, however, if boadway and kyle were there it would of happened, we got that facility scoped and mapped out! Also, some shit is going to hit the fan at work from what i have been hearing, cause we arent supposed to accept tips for taking out da christmas tree's but a fellow carry out got caught taking some tips, so im not sure whats going to happen, making me a little nervous to say the least. By my way of looking at it im working Wed and Thursday from 5-10, so if i can survive those two days then i think i will be in the clear *fingers crossed*.

This is one of the worst things that can happen to a guy after him and his girlfriend broke up, going through your wallet/room and finding shit that reminds you of her...OMG...such a break in the heart, i can only imagine how boadway survived it, they went out for so long. Honestly, this is the truth, i wouldnt of made it, i would have killed myself, swear to god. I have much respect for that man. So yea, i have all "our stuff" / things that remind me of her in this little drawer, im thinking that im going to go out and buy a box, or something of some sort, with a lock on it, then im going to put all the pictures and notes and everything else that i have of Holly, Melissa, Sarah, Courtney, Stacey, Genny, Angela, Naya in that box, sit down for some deep meditation and try to lock up all those memories and feelings that are tearing me down inside. In all reality im very suprised ive made it this far, i didnt think that i would make it this far, the hurt is just too unbearable...now my hands are tied, and the world is caving in, the problems lie within, so i pray for night, to start over again...
Bye
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