Oct 04, 2008 00:53
i've been having a lot of trouble with sleep, lately.
no matter how tired i am when i'm trying to get to bed at night, it takes me a very long time to fall asleep. this has been a problem all my life, likely indicative of an anxiety disorder as it is marked with the classic characteristic thereof -- inability to stop the torrent of thoughts swirling about in my head.
and no matter how tired i am, i cannot sleep for more than a few hours ... six if i'm lucky, usually around 5, sometimes as little as four.
so of course i'm just completely drained and in a fog all day.
now, i'm not sure if this constitutes the medical definition of insomnia because i typically do wind up being so tired that in the afternoon / evening i have so little energy i can pretty much only manage to lay in bed trying to rest, and i do wind up taking an unplanned and unpreventable short nap of about two to four hours. so, on some days, i do wind up getting a total of ten hours of sleep, but it'll be split up into two sessions, neither of which leaves me feeling at all refreshed.
and even on days when i have resisted the unwanted nap, i still can't manage to get to bed earlier than 3 or 4 in the morning, and i still can't manage to stay asleep past 9 or so in the morning.
as a result i just can't seem to get anything done lately. well ... i say "as a result" of the insomnia, but perhaps the insomnia and my inability to get anything done are actually both symptoms of the same root cause ...
Insomnia can be caused by:
* Life problems like fear, stress, anxiety, emotional or mental tension, work problems, financial stress, unsatisfactory sex life
* Mental disorders such as bipolar disorder, clinical depression, general anxiety disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, schizophrenia, or obsessive compulsive disorder.
*Parasomnia, which includes a number of disruptive sleep events including nightmares, sleepwalking, violent behavior while sleeping, and REM behavior disorder, in which a person moves his/her physical body in response to events within his/her dreams
*A rare genetic condition can cause a prion-based, permanent and eventually fatal form of insomnia called fatal familial insomnia
*Poor sleep quality can occur as a result of sleep apnea or clinical depression. Poor sleep quality is caused by the individual not reaching stage 4 or delta sleep which has restorative properties.
my father suffers from sleep apnea. i don't know if it's something hereditary, or with a higher occurrence amongst individuals with a family history, but i just don't know why i wake up after five hours when i'm just so dead tired.
but anyway, without having seen a doctor for a clinical diagnosis, i am sure i either do suffer from or have suffered from an anxiety disorder, and possibly (likely?) one or two of the others listed above as possible causes of insomnia.