Dec 03, 2006 23:40
Things have been messed up and I don't really know what to say.
I'm tended to drift from being ok to being sucidial on a day to day basis now.
My mum is recovering from her opperation well thankfully.
I had my hospitial appointment, the doctor I saw didn't think it was cancer, she thinks I should have an internal examination though, but she said she'd get a second opininon first, I think she could see how freaked I was and so did that to give me some time to get used to the idea.
I'll be seeing a mental health nurse again soon, thats good because I feel like I'm breaking up now.