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Things are not getting better.
My work wants me to work on till 2 now, I had only just got used to working at all. The balance I'd managed to get in my life has been ripped apart.
God I hate my life, I can't survive without interaction with my friends and if I have to work too much I won't be able to get enough of it, but if I don't work then I won't be able to aford the internet in order to interact with my friends in the first place.
In other news, the girl I'm in love with is seeing someone now. This isn't a surprise, I've been encourgeing her to go out with this other person because I want her to be happy, but its hurt far more than I expected it too.
I have to be there for her, I promised I would, but I don't know how I'm going to cope.
I so desperatly want to tell her I love her, even if nothing can come of it I just want her to know, but I can't inflict that on her.
My work wants me to work on till 2 now, I had only just got used to working at all. The balance I'd managed to get in my life has been ripped apart.
God I hate my life, I can't survive without interaction with my friends and if I have to work too much I won't be able to get enough of it, but if I don't work then I won't be able to aford the internet in order to interact with my friends in the first place.
In other news, the girl I'm in love with is seeing someone now. This isn't a surprise, I've been encourgeing her to go out with this other person because I want her to be happy, but its hurt far more than I expected it too.
I have to be there for her, I promised I would, but I don't know how I'm going to cope.
I so desperatly want to tell her I love her, even if nothing can come of it I just want her to know, but I can't inflict that on her.