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I wish so badly that silence could be enough to forever inject and sting your mind with restless ruins. But i know it isnt.. because when you are through you are nothing but spineless. Its so funny how much you seem to hurt, however seem to learn and gain from your episodes absolutely nothing! how is that possible? The funny thing about you is I know and have seen all these little performances before and you are so UTTERLY BORING. so fucking predictable. I wish for one moment you could channel your motivation momentarily away from your gross self indulging.. and learn to value others outside the purpose of wooing your own self comfort.. or is that concept overwhelming? maybe for someone like you it isnt going to be worth such a sacrifice.
Im so sick of still hearing old songs in my head.. that remind me why I even held you so highly.. more than ever I realise above all that ultimately you will never fail to hurt and disapoint me.
you highlight an unloyal and selfish rudeness that is repulsive in people.. the weakest of will.. an immature impatience that give nothing but expects all.. that i can no longer let linger in places that matter.
the sooner i stop beliving in you.. the less i will care when you are faced to deal with what you deserve.
Im so sick of still hearing old songs in my head.. that remind me why I even held you so highly.. more than ever I realise above all that ultimately you will never fail to hurt and disapoint me.
you highlight an unloyal and selfish rudeness that is repulsive in people.. the weakest of will.. an immature impatience that give nothing but expects all.. that i can no longer let linger in places that matter.
the sooner i stop beliving in you.. the less i will care when you are faced to deal with what you deserve.