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sometimes I eat poo and sometimes I dont. OH man im so fucking bored can someone come and fucking rescue me? but this is my own fault. There is no energy in me to do anything but sit here like a fucker. I dont care to see anyone, and the people I do want to see are at bloody work or are exactly like me and we sit on the phone and moan about how much we cant be fucked to get up. Also my sickening habit of going to bed at 4am everynight.. My day is half way over before I even wake. My 14 year old sister is out with her bf. Does that bother anybody? why the fuck does she get to go out on movie/lunch dates where he pays for stuff.. I mean I thought that didnt happen anymore.
But whatever, I guess the holidays have been alright.. just so shit to last summer in my recollection. I dont know why.. everything was new then.. or there was so much anticipation, I dont know what for though. pretty boys? who would have known they all have aids.
Best part of last week was staying at tali's house.. and discussing the stupidest of things we did the night before. When you actually accumatlate the effort to do things.. they are normally worth it, nights like that prove this true.
Im excited about this friday.. for psycroptic and then lukes birthday ♥ and then sleeping at my fannys house for her parents are adios! So what the fuck could i possibly do with this day that would be worthwhile.. Please dont let it be the bowling club. Please dont let it be anything, but please dont let it be nothing. LORYN come back already. Is that it.. I truly dont think i have anything else interesting say. 19 years of living and this whole post is everything amazing going on. what a joke. Tmrwnight we will go to monavale.. dunno why I feel like going to places like that again..cos maybe I miss the days when we were motivated to do gay things. danni come? just joking I know you hate it. who fucking knows. I love you all.
But whatever, I guess the holidays have been alright.. just so shit to last summer in my recollection. I dont know why.. everything was new then.. or there was so much anticipation, I dont know what for though. pretty boys? who would have known they all have aids.
Best part of last week was staying at tali's house.. and discussing the stupidest of things we did the night before. When you actually accumatlate the effort to do things.. they are normally worth it, nights like that prove this true.
Im excited about this friday.. for psycroptic and then lukes birthday ♥ and then sleeping at my fannys house for her parents are adios! So what the fuck could i possibly do with this day that would be worthwhile.. Please dont let it be the bowling club. Please dont let it be anything, but please dont let it be nothing. LORYN come back already. Is that it.. I truly dont think i have anything else interesting say. 19 years of living and this whole post is everything amazing going on. what a joke. Tmrwnight we will go to monavale.. dunno why I feel like going to places like that again..cos maybe I miss the days when we were motivated to do gay things. danni come? just joking I know you hate it. who fucking knows. I love you all.