the pain is forever alive inside.... but still i live
i hate loving someone so much that i everytime i see them go i cry... i know your supposed to love family and all but why like this is it because my brother is the only person in my family i actually give a shit aout and so all my family love is given to him? i dont even know, all i know is nine times outta ten when he goes home i cry... and its getting old. hes supposed to move back up here soon... i dunno... then well have a year and ill leave... fun huh... oh well when im gone im gone for good i dont give a shit what they say how much i miss my brother all i know is i gotta get the fuck outta ohio before it eats me alive. im goign crazy here... i mean literally i need to get the fuck out! the farther the better... west coast.. thats what the fuck is on my mind... west coast or farther... street racing country.. ::homer drool::
on the lighter note i got pissed off when attempting to do a tune up on my 74 and paul came over and was working on it and mom looked straight in my eyes and with a straigh t face was all like " you better fuck paul!" i about lost it.... oh well... i better go im slowly sinkin into a depressed phase... so ill go now...
on the lighter note i got pissed off when attempting to do a tune up on my 74 and paul came over and was working on it and mom looked straight in my eyes and with a straigh t face was all like " you better fuck paul!" i about lost it.... oh well... i better go im slowly sinkin into a depressed phase... so ill go now...