another day...
sitting in my room pouring over newly aquired ani and jack johnson lyrics...ecstasy.
i don't want to go to the producers tomorrow. i'm not quite sure why? i saw jenny today. i love her to death and i missed her so much. she's trying to convince me to go back next year. i'm trying not to break, because i don't want to go back, but being around fwf people makes it hard. i'm not so sure i want to submerge myself into the world of jesse einstein's and sarah burger's, knowing i will most definitly feel like the weird kid sitting alone at the lunch table, even if it's only for 2 hours. not to mention the message on my machine from issac... a little haunting i must admit. i am going for postcamp. but that is all. my head tells me stay home, but my heart...
we watched hello dolly. memories. we were all so innocent, and despite the occasional flat note or crack in the voice, elegance sounded good. or maybe it just felt good to remember that show. seeing arielle (you better comment!) and rael on screen wasn't enough, and i wish i had them here to watch it with me! the best thing was ricky sounding like a 5 year old, and looking like one too! good times.
i don't want to go to the producers tomorrow. i'm not quite sure why? i saw jenny today. i love her to death and i missed her so much. she's trying to convince me to go back next year. i'm trying not to break, because i don't want to go back, but being around fwf people makes it hard. i'm not so sure i want to submerge myself into the world of jesse einstein's and sarah burger's, knowing i will most definitly feel like the weird kid sitting alone at the lunch table, even if it's only for 2 hours. not to mention the message on my machine from issac... a little haunting i must admit. i am going for postcamp. but that is all. my head tells me stay home, but my heart...
we watched hello dolly. memories. we were all so innocent, and despite the occasional flat note or crack in the voice, elegance sounded good. or maybe it just felt good to remember that show. seeing arielle (you better comment!) and rael on screen wasn't enough, and i wish i had them here to watch it with me! the best thing was ricky sounding like a 5 year old, and looking like one too! good times.