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hi journal! i just wrote this whole entry and then accidently clicked the "rich text" mode so that the whole thing got deleted. GOD i HATE that!
so i heard about this hot dog that's being sold on ebay for 6000 dollars. it was allegedly bought at some sporting event, and although it is unattatched to any person in particular, it's being bidded on like mad. for what reasons, i have no clue. things like this really make me want to start selling my shit on ebay. what the hell do you do with a six thousand dollar hot dog?
hey, you know the whole jan. 24th being the saddest day of the year? here's the formula that the pyschologist used to determine the day: [W + (D-d)] x TQ
M x NA
The equation is broken down into seven variables: (W) weather, (D) debt, (d) monthly salary, (T) time since Christmas, (Q) time since failed quit attempt, (M) low motivational levels and (NA) the need to take action.
i think this is undeniably fascinating. how do you measure "low motivational levels" and "need to take action?" and how did he know what to multiply and what to divide??
haha, wow i love this concept!
i fell asleep today from 4:00-7:05. it was well needed. i'm really not looking forward to guard this weekend. winterguard is generally sucking for me this year. im starting to wonder if i would be having more fun without it. i mean, i love performing, and our show is unbelievable...but it just takes SO much time. i keep thinking about how much i'd love to be focusing in on piano right now. guard is making that virtually impossible for me, and i HATE that. it's not fair that something new is taking away something i have so much more history with, you know? and i also hate not having time with matt. i think that most of the time we end up kind of rocky is because we're not seeing each other. maaaaan there is so much i could be doing with my time! i dislike entirely the fact that as soon as you enter winterguard, you're in for good. you can't just stop doing it. but i am beginning to think that i should...i can't this year...but next year?? yikes i dont know. but i really began to notice it the other day, when katie, pustai and i were talking about next season. someone brought up the idea of jamie leaving, and josh taking over, and i couldnt deny my ecstasy over it because then i would have an excuse to quit. everyone would quit if josh took over, so it would be okay then. that whole thing worries me - that my immediate reaction to the concept was joy. sighs! i guess i have to think about it some more.
mmmmm i'm getting sleepy again. i have to get all of my stuff ready for tomorrow...BLECH.
i love you, friends. keep the faith.
wishing you happy...
alicia!
so i heard about this hot dog that's being sold on ebay for 6000 dollars. it was allegedly bought at some sporting event, and although it is unattatched to any person in particular, it's being bidded on like mad. for what reasons, i have no clue. things like this really make me want to start selling my shit on ebay. what the hell do you do with a six thousand dollar hot dog?
hey, you know the whole jan. 24th being the saddest day of the year? here's the formula that the pyschologist used to determine the day: [W + (D-d)] x TQ
M x NA
The equation is broken down into seven variables: (W) weather, (D) debt, (d) monthly salary, (T) time since Christmas, (Q) time since failed quit attempt, (M) low motivational levels and (NA) the need to take action.
i think this is undeniably fascinating. how do you measure "low motivational levels" and "need to take action?" and how did he know what to multiply and what to divide??
haha, wow i love this concept!
i fell asleep today from 4:00-7:05. it was well needed. i'm really not looking forward to guard this weekend. winterguard is generally sucking for me this year. im starting to wonder if i would be having more fun without it. i mean, i love performing, and our show is unbelievable...but it just takes SO much time. i keep thinking about how much i'd love to be focusing in on piano right now. guard is making that virtually impossible for me, and i HATE that. it's not fair that something new is taking away something i have so much more history with, you know? and i also hate not having time with matt. i think that most of the time we end up kind of rocky is because we're not seeing each other. maaaaan there is so much i could be doing with my time! i dislike entirely the fact that as soon as you enter winterguard, you're in for good. you can't just stop doing it. but i am beginning to think that i should...i can't this year...but next year?? yikes i dont know. but i really began to notice it the other day, when katie, pustai and i were talking about next season. someone brought up the idea of jamie leaving, and josh taking over, and i couldnt deny my ecstasy over it because then i would have an excuse to quit. everyone would quit if josh took over, so it would be okay then. that whole thing worries me - that my immediate reaction to the concept was joy. sighs! i guess i have to think about it some more.
mmmmm i'm getting sleepy again. i have to get all of my stuff ready for tomorrow...BLECH.
i love you, friends. keep the faith.
wishing you happy...
alicia!