Dec 06, 2005 00:45
So I haven't updated this in a little under a month. Last time I wrote in here I was a bit depressed, but this time I am just fairly stressed out and drained of any energy that I had in me.
This semester I have what will be 2 weeks of finals. This is because some projects are due this week and some are due next week. I stayed up until about 4:30 each night last week doing work and I will probably be up later for the next two weeks. A lot of people will say that I go to art school and it is no big deal, but they have no idea. I have been working on a project for a bout 5 weeks that is due tomorrow and I pretty much started from scratch last Tuesday. I have spent roughly around or over 50 hours working on this project alone and that is more than some kids will spend on homework for a whole semester. On top of this one project, I have 5 other classes, play in a band, and am doing freelance work. I'm completely overworked in every aspect of my life and can't wait for break. People make fun of me, but if they tried on my shoes, their feet would start bleeding before they even got to walk in them.
I do try to keep my chin up though. We finally got cable back in our apartment, so the late nights aren't that dull anymore. On top of that, I got my new guitar the day before Thanksgiving and I must say, it is quite gorgeous. Also, after our show Friday night, we went to Nifty Fifty's with Cause to Confess and some friends. While we were there, me and Anthony started singing that "Build me up buttercup" song and the whole place start singing. It was very movie like.
I miss Ali a lot tonight. Probably because I know I will be staying at school this weekend to do work and won't get to see her until I come home for break. Then I talked to Katelyn for a while soon after. I am glad that her and I are such close friends. We are very supportive of one another and after talking to her about our lives and relationships, it made me miss Ali more.
I just can't wait until break.