at the top of my lungs, i'm giving it back<3.
So this summer is coming a close. All that's really left to do is finish my books for senior English and go to a few shows. I doubt I'll read the books all the way through; they're really boring to me. Thank goodness for SparkNotes. And of course, there's the JB show on Thursday with Jade. Can't waittt<3.
Something surprising happened to me the other night. Someone who I thought was gone from my life forever came back and apologized to me. I've wanted him back for so long, but now that he's here, I don't know what to do. I want to trust him more than anything, but there's always the doubt in the back of my mind that he'll just leave me when I need him again. But I won't complain because I missed him so much and him leaving tore me apart. Maybe now I'll feel normal again.
I'm nervous for senior year. I don't think I'm ready for college. =\
I'm tired of this rain. But I love it at the same time.
I'd love it so much more if a certain boy were to kiss me in a downpour<3.