you can't disguise a heart while it's breaking<3.
i hate fighting for something that doesn't matter to the other person. little things mean so much more than people give them credit for. when someone you care about says they'll call you later to work out a problem that may end up destorying your friendship doesn't call you back, it hurts ten times worse because it makes you feel like it's not a priority to them. and then you try SO HARD to save it, to make it better, to prove that you're worth their time, and they just turn away anyhow. is it really any wonder that people end up having trust issues after that?
and then there's the boy who makes me so happy all i want to do is be in his arms, but i can't be. :\
this sucks.