I hate my life =)
Syracuse sucks. I have absolutly NO LIFE. I don't ever go anywhere. I never travel. The only other country I've been to is Canada. The farthest state I've been to is Florida. I have to get out of this region; this area of the US. It sucks. Theres so many problems in the world, its impossible to travel anywhere. I've always wanted to go to Europe, but it doesn't look like it will happen soon seeing as how we're involved in this war. So, seeing as how I hate this place so much, I have decided something. When I finish college, I am moving away to California, preferably some place amazingly beautiful like Laguna Beach (I love that show, I wish I could grow up there instead). I'm going to become a famous designer, fashion or interior or web design, any of those would make me happy. I am going to become rich and buy a house on the beach overlooking the ocean. I will own all the designor purses and clothes and shoes. I'll leave this suck-ass life behind and become something great. Maybe I'll even go to college out there; anything to get out of Syracuse. I'd give anything for it to be fairly warm outside all the time. I'll bring my best friends with me and I'll have an amazing life. No one will stop me- muahahahahha.
Maybe I'm overreacting; I guess I wouldn't hate being here so much if I had a normal life of a teenager. I don't go anywhere. I don't do anything. I don't have fun. I don't have a boyfriend. I barely see my best friends. Now that I'm switching to esm, I hope to God I'll find some good there. I haven't been happy in such a long time.
I think my whole "move-to-california-be-rich" plan is a good one though. I've always been just okay at things. I'm not the best at any sport. I'm not the best at clarinet. I'm not the best student. But, I've found happiness when I'm designing things, and matching things together. I love being creative. Its what I'm good at. Maybe I'll go to some awesome art school like RISD or something. That would be great.
I know that not many people read this thing, but I just need a place to put my thoughts. I'm not good with writing them down, so I put them here. Oh, and I apologize for complaining about my life. I'm just really impatient, and nothing important has really happened to me yet. =/