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i want to go back one year. end of junior year - and have someone sit me down and explain how i really do have to go to college and i really should look into it and take it seriously and get questions answered. or at least have some questions.
it's my own fault either way. i shouldn't have applied like i did. it's kicking me in the ass right now. i'm sure i'll end up liking unc, i guess. i just don't like being so discouraged before i even get there. i'm sure people like it there, i'm sure i'll be happy, i'm sure i'll be able to get back to long island a couple times. eh.
but on a lighter / heavier note - this monday starts my last week of regular high school and i'll be replaced as a student council officer, all in one week ! that is pretty ridiculous and a big deal for someone geeky like me.
it's my own fault either way. i shouldn't have applied like i did. it's kicking me in the ass right now. i'm sure i'll end up liking unc, i guess. i just don't like being so discouraged before i even get there. i'm sure people like it there, i'm sure i'll be happy, i'm sure i'll be able to get back to long island a couple times. eh.
but on a lighter / heavier note - this monday starts my last week of regular high school and i'll be replaced as a student council officer, all in one week ! that is pretty ridiculous and a big deal for someone geeky like me.