pray 4 him*
srry i haven't wrote in here 4 a while i tried 2 friday when i wus n johnson city but it screwed up..... this summer has been a long summer and i had 2 do one of tha hardest thingz in my life yesterday tell my dad it wus ok 2 go....yesterday i was gonna go 2 band camp but a buncha stuff went wrong and soo i decided 2 call my dad and he wus talkin out of his head really bad and soo i wus like i really gotta get up there 2 c him soo lisha and shelia took me over there and i didn't kno he wus really bad and i went 2 talk 2 tha doctor and i said how do u thnnk he's gonna do and she said said mandy this is one of tha hardest partz of my job but he's really tired and he's been through it and alwayz bounced back but he's in kidney failure really bad this tyme and it's very possible 4 him 2 go into heart failure he's just about there she still gave him a slim chance she sent me 2 another doctor tha one that seez him all tha tyme and i asked him and he said he gave him a 20% chance or less and i've gotta face it my dad has suffered soo long 4 me, 2 do stuff w/ me and 2 teach me some of the greatest life lessons....but it wouldn't b fair 4 me 2 tell him he hadta stay after all he's done 4 me and all he's sacrificed and suffered 4 me it's way unfair.....sooo tha next step wus 2 tell him he could go on after all this tyme that i would b ok but hurt 4 a while, alwayz love him and he'll alwaez b my best friend he's by fair tha strongest person i know and my hero and all he said is i kno wut ur talkin bout never forget me i'll alwaez watch over u and b in your heart......but mandy please don't forget me......(by this tyme gallonz of tearz were coming out of my eyez) but it's godz will and wutever is god'z will will happen soo i hadta face it and i didn't go crezy like i alwaez thought that i would* but tha reason that i put this in here is that he will alwaez b respected tha way he should b respected and he'll alwaez b remembered tha way he should b remembered on earth or in heaven....and really b treated like tha hero that he is.... I LOVE YOU DADDY!