WANNA KNOW WHAT I'M DEALING WITH???
Okay...
So...things are NOT going well....ummmm....at all...
I'm sick...really sick...and on top of that...well, I think I have cancer...I have lumps in spots that shouldnt...and I dont know...it doesnt surprise me though...
I didnt really sleep at all last night and woke up puking...
Actually, I havent really had a full night of rest since August 4th...
This sucks...I hate when my mom is worried...but what else can I do?
My weekend was pretty cool...I spent Friday night over Katie's and then Saturday I spent most of the day with Trish, getting food, baby sitting, and going to her moms...
When Katie got outta work we went to the river fire in Putnam and then to the Mira Bar, where I got to see Martin again...man I love that boy...didnt dance with him at all that night, but we talked for a few minutes and yeah, he's great...
Sunday I took my mom to the Pet Rock fest and then out to eat at Pub 99...I've been feeling better about the whole Michelle thing cuz she wants to go with me to get tattoo's...so I was thinking maybe we can start out as friends and then maybe try things again...
Well...I was wrong, I talked with her last night...and I ask if she is seeing anyone...and yeah, she says "not exactly"...what the hell does that mean??? What a bummer...and I hate that a lot of people just wanna use her for a piece of ass and here I am...dying to love her again...does she realize that most of the people just wanna sleep with her??? I'm not like that though...maybe I should be more of an asshole and then she'll like me...nice people always finish last...
So...things are NOT going well....ummmm....at all...
I'm sick...really sick...and on top of that...well, I think I have cancer...I have lumps in spots that shouldnt...and I dont know...it doesnt surprise me though...
I didnt really sleep at all last night and woke up puking...
Actually, I havent really had a full night of rest since August 4th...
This sucks...I hate when my mom is worried...but what else can I do?
My weekend was pretty cool...I spent Friday night over Katie's and then Saturday I spent most of the day with Trish, getting food, baby sitting, and going to her moms...
When Katie got outta work we went to the river fire in Putnam and then to the Mira Bar, where I got to see Martin again...man I love that boy...didnt dance with him at all that night, but we talked for a few minutes and yeah, he's great...
Sunday I took my mom to the Pet Rock fest and then out to eat at Pub 99...I've been feeling better about the whole Michelle thing cuz she wants to go with me to get tattoo's...so I was thinking maybe we can start out as friends and then maybe try things again...
Well...I was wrong, I talked with her last night...and I ask if she is seeing anyone...and yeah, she says "not exactly"...what the hell does that mean??? What a bummer...and I hate that a lot of people just wanna use her for a piece of ass and here I am...dying to love her again...does she realize that most of the people just wanna sleep with her??? I'm not like that though...maybe I should be more of an asshole and then she'll like me...nice people always finish last...