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i have been at jane's trying to be a herbalist's apprentice for over two weeks now, and i am feeling at a loss today. partly because of the stupid rain that keeps coming along and stopping me from digging and also because i am a bit bored of digging now. this is partly 'cos adam was here for a couple of days and now i have to dig on my own again it is no fun anymore. not even when i'm listening to kiss.
i have learnt some good things though, and i think i might go into the house now to do some of the homework jane gave me, that way i might get bored of being indoors after a while and want to be outdoors again in the wind and rain. hmmm.
i am quite excited about coming back and seeing everyone at rose and rosalyn's leaving party. i am also quite sad because harry the cat, who has been living with my family since i was 9 is dying and i don't know if i'll get to see her again, or even if i really want to see her again, which i know sounds mean but i think i'd like to remember her as a sparkly little alive cat and not a ghost of herself. that is very selfish because of course sue and jess are having to see her that way. but, oh i don't know. i'll wait and see. she'll be missed that lovely cat.
i have learnt some good things though, and i think i might go into the house now to do some of the homework jane gave me, that way i might get bored of being indoors after a while and want to be outdoors again in the wind and rain. hmmm.
i am quite excited about coming back and seeing everyone at rose and rosalyn's leaving party. i am also quite sad because harry the cat, who has been living with my family since i was 9 is dying and i don't know if i'll get to see her again, or even if i really want to see her again, which i know sounds mean but i think i'd like to remember her as a sparkly little alive cat and not a ghost of herself. that is very selfish because of course sue and jess are having to see her that way. but, oh i don't know. i'll wait and see. she'll be missed that lovely cat.