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Ant went back to school today. He was home for a month and that month went by sooo fast it was crazy. Now it's going back to just seeing him on the weekends and that sucks so much. Just thinking about that is making me so angry and upset. I don't want to deal with this anymore, I hate it, I wish I could just go back a year and a half ago and relive everything up until September 1st rewind and do it all over again. It would never get boring and I would never have to feel like this. And what makes everything a million times worse it's actually starting to hit me that in September my best friend in the whole wide world is going to college too. Except her college is 2 hours away. Laura got accepted into Kutztown and thats where she wants to go. I try to act so happy for her but I just can't be, it's the exact feeling I had a year ago when Anthony got accepted to Rutgers. I don't know what I'm going to do not having her 20 minutes away from me. I'm not even going to want to play soccer anymore with out her, like it's not going to be fun. I'm just sick of college taking away the people that mean the most to me. Friday I went laser tagging with Marisa, Alex, and Nicole. It was so fun. I ended up kidnapping two 14 year old black boys with Marisa into my car, and it was so funny I didn't even know what to do. Well I'm going to bed now. Bye.