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Jeeesusss...
I feel like shit. Scraped on a sidewalk. And rained on.
Listening to Gaslight Anthem on repeat like it's my drug because hey, it kind of is and I have no idea how I became this nasty, hypocritical person who cares about all the wrong people way too much. And all this doesn't really even get into it, but the cat is asleep on my left hand, so--
Need self-worth. Luckily there's my job. Luckily I've got my kids. But I think that if I turn off this upbeat sound it'll all get shitty again. Or maybe it's not so much that I need more self worth because, really, I know I am worth something. What I need is for someone else to realize that, too, and care accordingly.
I feel like shit. Scraped on a sidewalk. And rained on.
Listening to Gaslight Anthem on repeat like it's my drug because hey, it kind of is and I have no idea how I became this nasty, hypocritical person who cares about all the wrong people way too much. And all this doesn't really even get into it, but the cat is asleep on my left hand, so--
Need self-worth. Luckily there's my job. Luckily I've got my kids. But I think that if I turn off this upbeat sound it'll all get shitty again. Or maybe it's not so much that I need more self worth because, really, I know I am worth something. What I need is for someone else to realize that, too, and care accordingly.