May 05, 2006 09:40
I'm really starting to dislike you. Whenever you do something and I point it out, I'm always wrong and you're doing nothing bad. But right when I do it you go and talk about me behind my back in front of me, or behind my back where I don't know what you're saying. If you wanted him so badly, why didn't YOU show intrest in him? Hmmm? But no you usually move on from liking a guy in about two weeks, so yea I was sorry I hurt you, but I didn't think you'd make it such a big deal. And you pretend not to care now but I know you hate me for it so stop trying. I'm really starting to get sick of your bullshit.
Yes, there are a lot of guys in my life right now. But that doesn't make me a slut, and I'm not bf/gf with any of them, and I'm not doing anything physical with ANY of them. Do you have any idea what kind of situation that puts me in? Right when I meet a guy, he asks if I have a boyfriend. And I'm not going to lie so I say no. Guys generally don't want to be my boyfriend they just want something from me. But no, you can't understand that. You just think I'm just taking guys left, right, and center because I feel like it. And I hate you for that. When you took that guy from that girl, you didn't really care. You told me "They were over", yet it was killing her to see you two being lovey dovey.
So, don't go trying to tell me what I'm doing is wrong, because I already know that. And I'm not proud of what I'm doing. But I'm just confused. What? It's ok for you to be confused but as soon as anyone else is, it's wrong?