Update.
Wow, I really am horrible at updating this thing. Maybe I should jsut keep it open. Well, I woke up at 2 today. So, now there is no doubt in my mind tehre is something wrong with me. Be it mentally or physically, there is something wrong with me. And it's scary... because last time I got like this I fainted in the middle of Winter in a Soccer Field and when I was found I had to go to the Hospital. I don't really think anyone knows just how messed up my life is. Everyone thinks I'm that perfect little girl who has everything and never has to worry. The one who always has a smile on her face because there's nothing to frown about. People probably think that because I want them to? I don't like when people worry about me.
I think I'm going to make cookies today. Just so I can get off my computer. It's completely taking over my life. I really don't... dang I lost my train of thought. Oh yeah, I really don't even know my dad anymore. I can honestly say I don't remember the last time him and I spend the day together... And it's sad. Him and I used to be so close, I was the typical 'Daddy's Little Girl'. I need to get off the computer, honestly. Maybe that's that why I'm so down lately, there's so much Drama on it.
So, I'm getting off my computer for a week. I think it'll do me good. I'm asking Hannah to change my password for everything [msn&nexopia] and to give me the passwords back in a week. I can't be on the computer if I have nothing to sign into, and I can't sign into anything if I don't have a password.
Ciao for now Cyberspace. I'll see YOU in a week.
-Carrie<3
I think I'm going to make cookies today. Just so I can get off my computer. It's completely taking over my life. I really don't... dang I lost my train of thought. Oh yeah, I really don't even know my dad anymore. I can honestly say I don't remember the last time him and I spend the day together... And it's sad. Him and I used to be so close, I was the typical 'Daddy's Little Girl'. I need to get off the computer, honestly. Maybe that's that why I'm so down lately, there's so much Drama on it.
So, I'm getting off my computer for a week. I think it'll do me good. I'm asking Hannah to change my password for everything [msn&nexopia] and to give me the passwords back in a week. I can't be on the computer if I have nothing to sign into, and I can't sign into anything if I don't have a password.
Ciao for now Cyberspace. I'll see YOU in a week.
-Carrie<3