experiment 184

Oct 18, 2007 18:24

im trying something for the next 3-5 days. i havent  decided if i'm going for 3 or 5, it all depends on how easy it is or isnt. let's be honest, how easy it isnt. it's an experiment. ... and no, i dont have a need to go into details... for fear the plan will fall into the wrong hands, i will say that it will be a challenge and that i am petrified of the outcome. but, i do believe that this will not kill me, so potentially being emotionally hurt/scared will be manageable.

but really, "i wish that for five seconds that i was as important you to as you are to me."

i suppose we'll see... although i already i think i know that i'm not.  :/ ... which is really too bad, because i know that ... well, let's just say i know. i cant divulge too much. ;)
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