bitter, party of one. reservations for carrie.
i'm pissed. maybe i shouldnt be, but goddamnit, i am!!!
ya know, i must say, victory is yours! 'cause it only took you a week to make me feel how most people do after months... i think that's sayin' a lot for you, don't you? grrrrrr.... and i know that i shouldnt be, but damnit, i am, and that's just part of who i am... although the question of "who i am" is really still up for answers, i know parts of the answer, and that's one of them!
and while i'm pissed, i know it will all blow-over and it doesnt really matter... in the big picture of whatever this life holds, so that's okay.
......
on a side note, i have a second interview with the president of the company. go me!
i went on my very first motorcycle ride tonight... interesting. but the wind felt.... almost cleansing. like it was blowin' away alllllll that bad shit. which, i needed. although, i could only be so comfortable straddling my good friend's boyfriend... from behind no less!... that part was humorous.
ya know, i must say, victory is yours! 'cause it only took you a week to make me feel how most people do after months... i think that's sayin' a lot for you, don't you? grrrrrr.... and i know that i shouldnt be, but damnit, i am, and that's just part of who i am... although the question of "who i am" is really still up for answers, i know parts of the answer, and that's one of them!
and while i'm pissed, i know it will all blow-over and it doesnt really matter... in the big picture of whatever this life holds, so that's okay.
......
on a side note, i have a second interview with the president of the company. go me!
i went on my very first motorcycle ride tonight... interesting. but the wind felt.... almost cleansing. like it was blowin' away alllllll that bad shit. which, i needed. although, i could only be so comfortable straddling my good friend's boyfriend... from behind no less!... that part was humorous.