Things can move so fast you don't even relalize.

[carriegene]

It seems like only a few years ago I moved here to the circus. I came here when Lexie was 2. She 11 Marcos is 7 and Nadiya is 2. I have been married for a long time now. The time just keeps passing and I feel like I am missing everything, like things are happening and I am just sitting back and not paying attention. Almost like I am a statue and there is nothing that I can do and to keep up with what is going on. I try to write things down on paper so that I can remember them. Most of the time I feel like I have alzhimer and I can;t remember things that happened a few hours ago. I guess that's just the way it goes. Just life and it will always be moving.
I just feel like I am missing something in my kids lives and there is know way that I can slow this down.

Good Night...