Feb 20, 2004 00:04
I was trying to type something cool in the subject but then realized that if you mix Love and Life you get Live.... or maybe Lofe. See how that wormed it's way out of being something deep and meaningful? I wish i could do that. Make all of you think im cold and distant and empty.
but i cant!!!!
today a man asked me for money to catch the bus home. and yes. i gave it to him. what's bad is that i had to restrain myself from offering him a ride home in my car. this is how i will die.
headlines read:
Young Girl Raped, Tortured, Amputated, and Murdered
i hate it but i love it. it's what i FUCKING DO.
.oO(Why cant i be like all my other friends and be fulfilled when i write songs or draw pictures or put together outfits? i help people. it's not a hobby. it's my civic duty)
i want to sleep.
i heard somewhere that you like sleep as much as i do. i somehow doubt that's possible. but i have yet to imagine a sweeter bliss than waking up in your arms well after 1 p.m.