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So this morning in Sunday School our lesson was on trust. Now we all know the activity where someone falls into another's arms and youre supposed to trust them to catch you. Well this morning my youth group got into a circle (theres only like nine of us so its a small circle) and Mrs Ann asked the group who they thought was the most trusting. First name everyone said was mine..meaning I trust everyone. Well duh. I mean..after spending the last sixteen years of my life with these people I would think you would to. So yea I got to stand in the middle of the circle and they pushed me around while I had my eyes closed. Yay. It was fun. End of story.
Point is..why do I trust people so easily? I mean it cant be a good thing because people take advantage of it. I know Ive talked about this before but trust has become a very huge issue in my life. I start to think...what is it that makes me trust that person? What have they done to me and why should they deserve my trust? I realized today that I have so much to learn about different people and things. I need to realize that some people arent going to be there for me all the time like I thought they would. Its weird..I guess sometimes the person/people you trust most in life are the ones who usually take advantage of my trust. Well Ive decided thats all going to change. Alot of things are going to change for me. Im going to stop trusting people so easily. Im going to stop letting people have control over my feelings/moods. Its all going to be for the better in the end..just you wait and see...
Point is..why do I trust people so easily? I mean it cant be a good thing because people take advantage of it. I know Ive talked about this before but trust has become a very huge issue in my life. I start to think...what is it that makes me trust that person? What have they done to me and why should they deserve my trust? I realized today that I have so much to learn about different people and things. I need to realize that some people arent going to be there for me all the time like I thought they would. Its weird..I guess sometimes the person/people you trust most in life are the ones who usually take advantage of my trust. Well Ive decided thats all going to change. Alot of things are going to change for me. Im going to stop trusting people so easily. Im going to stop letting people have control over my feelings/moods. Its all going to be for the better in the end..just you wait and see...